waiting. .

i'm just waiting . .
waiting . .
and waiting . .
till d night's over . .
and i'm going to die . .

dead

i think..

this life is going more sucks!

THANK GOD
FOR MY LIL DAMN LIFE !!!

You'rd always invinsible in my eyes. .
D one that i can't reach at all. .
And i. .
D one who always waiting for her knigt in shining armor
but there is nothing. .
Just an idle wishes
just like d other girls
trying to looking for new love
smiling in bliss
crying in sorrow
and trying to lookin for other love. .

Yeah. .just like other teenagers

i just wanna chase what we want at all
d life is purpose to b. .

.L.O.V.E.

Just four letters
that can meant everything. .

please please please stay here . . .

ur there everyday i awake u cheer me up when i said, u love me when i'm not loved, ur my shadow, ur at the door awaiting when u here the skool buses, i need u to say with me now, NONO dont go, not now not ever, ur my furry little shadow, ur legs gettign worse.I dnt know wat to do
wat to do, i know the second u go my life is over. The look u give me when i say 'lets go for a walk' is soo cute i will miss that when u leave. U r funny growls of play, i will miss that when u leave. Please dont go... keep ur eyes open u cant leave me you cant leave me! ! ! ! ! i know u will be in my heart but please not now give me time later, u know im in pain but please doctor i want my furry friend to live forever. .

wanna feel you here . . .

Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.

You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?

You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?

How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?

Would you tell me ?! Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything . .

I Think of You and Miss You

How could fate have separated us?
I think of you and miss you.

I think of your warm and inviting smile
Of the laughter that now brings tears
And I miss you.

I think of your small body wrapped in my arms
Of the hands that caressed your hair
And I miss you.

I think of evenings in front of a fire
Of hot chicken soup now gone cold
And I miss you.

I think of you bravely waving good bye
Of the way you walked out of my sight
And I miss you.

I think of lessons you have taught me
Of the promises I keep
And I miss you.

welll . . .

I ever said . .

are we still the same doodles ?

now i know the answer . .

yes babe . ..

we still the same doodles . .

even it' hurt . .




.P.A.I.N.F.U.L.





_tnslov_zizo_

confusion . .

painful

piognancy

my heart always bewail tired
weary fluctuate,i feel this world seen pitch
is there heart feel tired
hv to complain without hv to bewail?
will i find pigeon's wings,has a wound in a soot?
while a lie bow,transmit me into world humility .

ouh god !

my fate walking while my foot runing
my heart beat while my blood clotted

can ur wings transmit me into ur paradise ?
into ur eyes ?
evn my hands doesnt proper to touch u..
my soul

galau . .

pedih perih senantiasa hati mengeluh letih
penat bergejolak ku merasa dunia trlihat pekat
adakh hti yg letih,
hrz mngadu tnp hrs mngluh ?
aknkh q tmukn syap mrpati
yg trluka dlm jelaga?
smntara pnah dusta . .
mngantar q k dlm khinaan dunia.

tuhan . .

takdir q bjlan
sraya kaki q brlari
jntung q mngalun smentara drah q mmbku
dptkh sayap-Mu mngantr q kdlm surga-Mu ?!
smntara tangan q pun tak pntas mnynth mu.
krn drimu lyakna chya dlm glapna hdup.

i am . .

i want to remembered,
as the girl who always smiles . .
even when her heart is broken. .

an the one that always brighten up your day . .

even if she couldn't brighten up her own . .


.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

upon the rainbow (2)

there . .

in your precious star, ,
i found an answer

an endless truth . . .

i feel the warmth nestling in,

that wonderful thing is what the people called,

.L.O.V.E.

this wish from the sky is coming to me . .
and to the beauty of what's in you . .

.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

upon the rainbow (1)

as i soar my gaze to the depth of your eyes . .
i feel like flying up it the infinite blue . .

climbing the rainbow . .

crossing the clouds . .

feling soft blew of the wind within my face
the flicker of gentle light tickling my very soul
then i discover what i found . .

a precious star . .

twinkling brightly . .softly . .

as if a hand reached out to me
taking me out of this world that full of grace and lies.

>>

Save the last rose . .

Lost in the sand of time
the feel of silky warmth penetrates
within my skin . .
Envelope me in peaceful awakening
stir my eyes open,
to see the true rose in . .

A bloom . .

A rose . .

To keep forever . .


.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

Deserve ? Realy ?

i've sailed so many bitterness in my life . .
You left me with goodbye . .

And open arms ,

i think . .

i dont deserve . .


Well, you were always invincible in my eyes
and the only thing against us now is . .

TIME . .



.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

Please let me be your strength.

Why did you let go of my hands ?
Are we still the same doodles ?
Just like before hittin' the city,
when you'd always there. .
Stood as my knight in shining armor
reach out of my hands now

dear lullaby

let me be your strength
forget about anything petty!
Cuz we r one . .
Wich now somehow vanished
into fragments of memory . .

.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

I wish . .

you closed your eyes and leave me naked by ur side
you close the door
so i cant see . .

The love you keep inside.
The love you keep for me

i stay . .

To watch you fade away
i dream of you tonight
tomorrow you'll be gone

i wish by god . .

You stay . .
.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.