confusion . .

painful

piognancy

my heart always bewail tired
weary fluctuate,i feel this world seen pitch
is there heart feel tired
hv to complain without hv to bewail?
will i find pigeon's wings,has a wound in a soot?
while a lie bow,transmit me into world humility .

ouh god !

my fate walking while my foot runing
my heart beat while my blood clotted

can ur wings transmit me into ur paradise ?
into ur eyes ?
evn my hands doesnt proper to touch u..
my soul

galau . .

pedih perih senantiasa hati mengeluh letih
penat bergejolak ku merasa dunia trlihat pekat
adakh hti yg letih,
hrz mngadu tnp hrs mngluh ?
aknkh q tmukn syap mrpati
yg trluka dlm jelaga?
smntara pnah dusta . .
mngantar q k dlm khinaan dunia.

tuhan . .

takdir q bjlan
sraya kaki q brlari
jntung q mngalun smentara drah q mmbku
dptkh sayap-Mu mngantr q kdlm surga-Mu ?!
smntara tangan q pun tak pntas mnynth mu.
krn drimu lyakna chya dlm glapna hdup.

i am . .

i want to remembered,
as the girl who always smiles . .
even when her heart is broken. .

an the one that always brighten up your day . .

even if she couldn't brighten up her own . .


.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

upon the rainbow (2)

there . .

in your precious star, ,
i found an answer

an endless truth . . .

i feel the warmth nestling in,

that wonderful thing is what the people called,

.L.O.V.E.

this wish from the sky is coming to me . .
and to the beauty of what's in you . .

.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

upon the rainbow (1)

as i soar my gaze to the depth of your eyes . .
i feel like flying up it the infinite blue . .

climbing the rainbow . .

crossing the clouds . .

feling soft blew of the wind within my face
the flicker of gentle light tickling my very soul
then i discover what i found . .

a precious star . .

twinkling brightly . .softly . .

as if a hand reached out to me
taking me out of this world that full of grace and lies.

>>

Save the last rose . .

Lost in the sand of time
the feel of silky warmth penetrates
within my skin . .
Envelope me in peaceful awakening
stir my eyes open,
to see the true rose in . .

A bloom . .

A rose . .

To keep forever . .


.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

Deserve ? Realy ?

i've sailed so many bitterness in my life . .
You left me with goodbye . .

And open arms ,

i think . .

i dont deserve . .


Well, you were always invincible in my eyes
and the only thing against us now is . .

TIME . .



.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

Please let me be your strength.

Why did you let go of my hands ?
Are we still the same doodles ?
Just like before hittin' the city,
when you'd always there. .
Stood as my knight in shining armor
reach out of my hands now

dear lullaby

let me be your strength
forget about anything petty!
Cuz we r one . .
Wich now somehow vanished
into fragments of memory . .

.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.

I wish . .

you closed your eyes and leave me naked by ur side
you close the door
so i cant see . .

The love you keep inside.
The love you keep for me

i stay . .

To watch you fade away
i dream of you tonight
tomorrow you'll be gone

i wish by god . .

You stay . .
.H.E.A.R.T.B.R.E.A.K.